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My new painting spot :D I am going to be so happy here
Little Sixpence
This blog is a notebook for my life, so i can study myself along the way in hope of being the best person I can possibly be.
Don't like it, don't read it. Simple.
Don't like it, don't read it. Simple.
Pretty happy I get to cross this beautiful river 4 days a week :)
Haha in love
I am so shagged. Been moving all weekend, went to Cairns today, had lunch with Ben’s nan and cousins, drove home, Angel killed the new neighbors chicken, still moving, start new job tomorrow. Yep, I need a good nights sleep!
On the bright side, got some new gumboots for work and I think I might live in them they are that comfy. Such a farm girl these days haha I’m kind of regretting not getting the pink ones :p
Procrastinating
(via iyannamcdonald)
360 - Throw it Away
So relevant.
Hey yo money makes the world go ‘round, we know that.
Is it gonna change your life if you own that?
Is it gonna have you high in the sky where your so glad
Will it just define what your known as?
While im wishing that i had a mint, id share it round if i had some riches
See with money though yo it cant bring us happiness, but it will bring the things we’d be happy with.
indeed.
While the homeless are beggin’ for some change, there are some who are beggin for a change,
you disagree start beggin’ for a change,
we need change but everythings the same.
i cant be another one runnin the rat race,
livin in a life where its all about the cash mate,
so forgive me, ima go and practice me,
cause i feel like thats for me so.
I know that it goes on but we dont wanna know that,
i know that ive been wrong but i dont wanna go back,
so i throw it, throw it all away,
ill throw it, throw it all away!
yo meet generation yes, we party so much,
got our folks worried that our hearts will blow up.
its funny that we cant say no but, i hope we dont hit it to hard and go nuts.
yo we will know in time, man this shit that kills us is why we all feel so alive.
and get paid on friday from workin all week man,
forget it all by blowin it on the weekend.
and some will say 60 is a fool, the kids are begginning because he didnt finish school.
yo if it wasnt for me mate, workin in the office on weekdays is not what ill be mate.
it aint cause im broke that im wantin to seek change,
ima treat this like my job and ill see pay,
so forgive me, maybe its my lack of sleep,
but i feel like i have to dream so.
i know that it goes on but we dont wanna know that,
i know that ive been wrong but i dont wanna go back,
so i throw it, throw it all away,
ill throw it, throw it all away!
hey yo i cant be one of them dudes no more,
i aint gonna be wearin them shoes no more,
wont waste time all for the loot no more,
with no idea what i can use it for,
yeah, yo i dont wanna work till im fifty,
and then spent what ive earnt till im sixty,
so forgive me, i know its got a hold on me,
but no way is it controllin me no
I honestly can not understand how people can be so ignorant about the society we live in and how fucked up it is. Would rather defend it because it’s the norm instead of fighting for what ACTUALLY makes them happy.
Ugh I find it so hard to be patient with this kind of shit haha
I don’t know why you hate me tumblr and mix my posts around :/
Free Bird
So I’m 22 on Friday. What an old bitch! Haha
I’m actually excited for my birthday this year, which I’d have to say is a first mostly because this is the first year I have no expectation of anyone making me feel special or wanted. It’s also the first year that I no longer feel like a tiny little child and more like a confident, grown up woman.
It’s also super convenient that tomorrow night is a new moon, and I am fully feeling the effects, a fresh start in so many aspects, is definitely in order.
My life has been so up and down, struggling to take control of myself and my emotions and fighting with anyone who threatened my sick insecure way of thinking about myself and my life. I know I have been a product of my environment for way too long, and this has caused me so much unnecessary suffering, although without all that internal suffering, I can’t say id be as comfortable with the person I am now.
I am someone who strives and pushes myself for bests because I can’t stand being miserable, doesn’t matter what the situation, I will find a way to get myself out of it. In the past this meant giving up or fighting back, but now that I am in control of myself and comfortable within my skin, I am able to learn how the situation arose and to learn from the mistakes made as well as having all this extra room in my head for understanding.
I love being happy so much that when I’m not, I take it so hard and personally and dig myself into a rut and I now understand why. I know I’ve carried these burdens on my shoulders since a kid but today is the beginning of the end. No more will I haunt myself with ANY of the pains from my past and I have been feeling myself get lighter every day.
I look forward to the year ahead knowing that I choose to gain only happiness and enjoyment out of life, and I can’t wait to see what unfolds :) this will be the biggest and best year yet, I can guarantee it. Can’t stop me now! Haha
To all the amazing individuals who have played a part in my life and continue to, I fucking love you, from the bottom of my heart. I have bottled up so much love and goodness and your all getting smothered with it this year!
queenwasp asked: I just got creepishly far back on your tumblr haha damn you, move to Perth and be my best friend? Ok thanks!
Haha aw! I’m glad you like ;) One of my girlfriends lives in Perth so when I go for visits I’ll hit you up and we can hang! :) xo
Love all the positivity popping up on my dash lately! So glad everyone is feeling good :)
